Tuesday, December 15, 2009
For some reason, i have to post this.To remind myself that the seeking of God has to be genuine.
While enjoying the goodness of my mom's beef curry =D!, my dog came up to me as usual expecting for food, I didnt really wana give some to her because it felt as though she came to me not because she want to spend time with me, but rather shes after the food. Then I felt checked.
Am i going after the things that God can provide and give, rather then to seek after God Himself for a simple reason, because He is God and my father, that i should spend time with Him.
May i always seek God Himself not after the things that He can give, and Seek Him wholeheartedly, and to always remember that He is the main focus of everything.
While enjoying the goodness of my mom's beef curry =D!, my dog came up to me as usual expecting for food, I didnt really wana give some to her because it felt as though she came to me not because she want to spend time with me, but rather shes after the food. Then I felt checked.
Am i going after the things that God can provide and give, rather then to seek after God Himself for a simple reason, because He is God and my father, that i should spend time with Him.
May i always seek God Himself not after the things that He can give, and Seek Him wholeheartedly, and to always remember that He is the main focus of everything.
Labels: remember
In everything,God be praised, 9:38 AM.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Needless to say this blog has been letting dust and cobwebs form and its time to do a little cleanup. Its coming close to 19 years of age and actually what have i been doing this 19years of my life. And what are you going to do with the days ahead. This 2 questions has been ringing in my head for the pass 5months?
But to really come to think of it i really find myself with no achievements that has contributed to being significant in someones life, changing life of others. Most of the stuffs that has caved my life was about getting the attentions of friends about trying to impress friends.
Although i say with my lips that i love my parents, but always found myself gaming my time away, instead of helping my parents. And also being such a hypocrite not doing the things i say, and in fact trying to act out in front of people.
But i have learnt one thing, after trying so hard to find my way and trying all the means to fix my life, trying to add meaning to my life, trying to do things to feel accepted, trying to do the things anyone would try to do to get the perfect and meaningful life, i have realised that all this is purely stupid, because i realised that i dont need to do all this, as long as i fully surrender my life to Jesus, i know that i can trust Him, because i know he holds my future. And to live my life through His eyes.
But to really come to think of it i really find myself with no achievements that has contributed to being significant in someones life, changing life of others. Most of the stuffs that has caved my life was about getting the attentions of friends about trying to impress friends.
Although i say with my lips that i love my parents, but always found myself gaming my time away, instead of helping my parents. And also being such a hypocrite not doing the things i say, and in fact trying to act out in front of people.
But i have learnt one thing, after trying so hard to find my way and trying all the means to fix my life, trying to add meaning to my life, trying to do things to feel accepted, trying to do the things anyone would try to do to get the perfect and meaningful life, i have realised that all this is purely stupid, because i realised that i dont need to do all this, as long as i fully surrender my life to Jesus, i know that i can trust Him, because i know he holds my future. And to live my life through His eyes.
In everything,God be praised, 4:52 AM.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Pretty much relaxed , after exams, and gaming all day long . Slacking at home , Doing basically nothing.
Just lazy to post this few days, i apologize for all the stupid attitudes that i have given , just need to get myself straight. . .
Well~ its all over anyways, I really wana thank God for all the things He has given me, Thank God for the loving parents that i have, even though i never appreciated them from time to time, Thank God for the relatives/cousins and friends that i have. Thank God for the hands and feet that you have given me , Thank God for education that you have given me,Thank God for the food that i have everyday on the table. Thank God for all the things that i can go though, and most of all thank God for the life that you have given for me that i would live again, Thank you Jesus .
Teach me how to appreciate everyone around me, and all the things that u have given me. All praise be to God. For You alone deserves all praise.
Just lazy to post this few days, i apologize for all the stupid attitudes that i have given , just need to get myself straight. . .
Well~ its all over anyways, I really wana thank God for all the things He has given me, Thank God for the loving parents that i have, even though i never appreciated them from time to time, Thank God for the relatives/cousins and friends that i have. Thank God for the hands and feet that you have given me , Thank God for education that you have given me,Thank God for the food that i have everyday on the table. Thank God for all the things that i can go though, and most of all thank God for the life that you have given for me that i would live again, Thank you Jesus .
Teach me how to appreciate everyone around me, and all the things that u have given me. All praise be to God. For You alone deserves all praise.
In everything,God be praised, 8:09 AM.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Well~ Maybe not jokes But its something that brings alots of pleasant memories and smiles to your faces
Falling in love.
-Laughing so hard your face hurts.
-A hot shower.
-No lines at the Super Walmart.
-A special glance.
-Getting mail.
-Taking a drive on a pretty road.
-Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
-Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
-Hot towels out of the dryer.
-Walking out of your last final.
-Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
-Chocolate milk shakes.
-A long distance phone call.
-Getting invited to a dance.
-A bubble bath.
-Giggling.
-A good conversation.
-A care package.
-The beach.
-Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter.
-Laughing at yourself.
-Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
-Running through sprinklers.
-Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
-Laughing at an inside joke.
-A cool breeze on a hot day.
-Friends.
-Slumber parties.
-Getting a hug from your mom after a long trip away from home.
-Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
-Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
-Your first kiss.
-Being part of a team.
-Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
-Playing with a new puppy.
-Late night talks with your roommate that keep you from sleeping.
-Having someone play with your hair.
-Sweet dreams.
-Hot chocolate.
-Road trips with friends.
-Swinging on swings.
-Watching a good movie.
-Going to a really good Dave concert.
-Getting butterflies in your stomach every time you see that one person.
-Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
- Just hearing the voice of the one you love.
-Winning a really competitive game.
-Making chocolate chip cookies.
-Riding a bike downhill.
-An understanding heart.
-Sitting around a campfire with friends.
-Getting a letter from a friend just to say hi.
-Falling asleep before your head hits the pillow.
-Knowing you made a difference, no matter how big or how small ,just as long as it is for the better.
-Smurfs.
-Developing a roll of film when you don't know what's on it.
-Cuddling with a small baby.
-Knowing you helped someone out during a hard time.
-The crunching sound that packed snow makes when you step on it.
-Waking up for class and then realizing it's Saturday.
-Getting a hug from a friend for no reason.
-Getting a standing ovation from a huge crowd.
-The unspoken look between friends that says it all.
-Sharing your true feelings with the people that care most about you.
-Making someone happy.
-Taking pictures.
-Playing in the rain at night with your friends, even though you're "too old".
-Falling asleep with the person you love in your arms.
-Sitting outside by yourself in the middle of the night looking up at the stars.
-Being able to truly trust your best friends.
-Sitting with friends talking about old times.
-Hugging the person you love.
-Holding on to the memories, instead of the pain.
-Realizing that you really are important in the lives of others and knowing that you have a friend that will be a friend for life.
-Realizing true friends will always stand beside you NO matter what.
-Going to dinner with someone and spending hours after the meal just talking -Having a child come up to you and thank you for everything you have done for them.
-Anticipating seeing old friends.
-Having people come up to you to say, "you look great, have you lost weight?"
-The smell of rain just before a storm.
-Keeping secrets.
-Driving with the windows down on a Spring day.
-Going to the Zoo.
-Flying home.
-Singing loudly along with a song in the car.
-Lazy Sundays after a fun weekend with friends -White Christmas lights that stay up all year.
-Sisters(& brothers) that become your best friends once you all go to college.
-Dancing to your favorite song when no one is looking.
-Candlelit dinners.
-The feeling you get after a really great workout.
-Sleeping in your own bed.
-Laughing really hard and being stupid with good friends and thinking that you don't need anyone else to have a good time.
-Laying in the sun with nothing to worry about!!!
-Holding the one you love under the stars.
-Waking up in the arms of someone you love.
-Knowing someone trusts you enough to tell you their deepest secrets, and never telling them to anyone.
-Friends who make you laugh when your world has just been turned upside down and it feels like you won't see the sun again for a while.
-Finishing a research paper after dreading writing it for months!
-Having everything in life going smoothly and you can't help but walk on air!
-Looking deep into another's eyes while they're looking deep into your's.
-When you finally get a compliment about something you've been working on for ages.
-Getting your drivers license and finally being free.
-Finding the one who makes you laugh, even though they're not trying.
-Getting a great compliment when you aren't trying to look good. (sweatshirt and jeans).
-Someone who is really interested in what you have to say.
-Sleeping late and staying in your pj's all day.
-Spending the night at your friend's house.
-Birthdays.
-Coming home from school knowing that you can lay on the couch and not worry about a thing.
-Realizing that there is hope when nothing else seems possible.
-Seeing that there is something to look forward to.
--- Author Unknown --- Sent in by M.B., Age 18 --- Missouri
-Stupid Teachers doing stupid things
-Stunt friends
-Help from a stranger
-Enjoying air-con on a hot day
-Listening to an old song that makes you remember old times
-Free rides from dad
-Presents
-Getting A`s even though you never study
-Exam questions that came out the same as what you have studied
-Punching a friend
-Cheering a friend up
-Seeing old friends going ok in their lifes
-Someone recieves salvation
-Trashing proud people in a game
-Fantastic chocos
-Thick Iced Milo
-Helping someone understand something
-Christmas
-Nice haircut
-Memories
-Buying something that you have longed for
-Thick warm blanket when its cold
-Gathering
-Having a chat from the inside out for hours and hours
-Tips before exam
-Loving someone and being loved
Falling in love.
-Laughing so hard your face hurts.
-A hot shower.
-No lines at the Super Walmart.
-A special glance.
-Getting mail.
-Taking a drive on a pretty road.
-Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
-Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
-Hot towels out of the dryer.
-Walking out of your last final.
-Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
-Chocolate milk shakes.
-A long distance phone call.
-Getting invited to a dance.
-A bubble bath.
-Giggling.
-A good conversation.
-A care package.
-The beach.
-Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter.
-Laughing at yourself.
-Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
-Running through sprinklers.
-Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
-Laughing at an inside joke.
-A cool breeze on a hot day.
-Friends.
-Slumber parties.
-Getting a hug from your mom after a long trip away from home.
-Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
-Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
-Your first kiss.
-Being part of a team.
-Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
-Playing with a new puppy.
-Late night talks with your roommate that keep you from sleeping.
-Having someone play with your hair.
-Sweet dreams.
-Hot chocolate.
-Road trips with friends.
-Swinging on swings.
-Watching a good movie.
-Going to a really good Dave concert.
-Getting butterflies in your stomach every time you see that one person.
-Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
- Just hearing the voice of the one you love.
-Winning a really competitive game.
-Making chocolate chip cookies.
-Riding a bike downhill.
-An understanding heart.
-Sitting around a campfire with friends.
-Getting a letter from a friend just to say hi.
-Falling asleep before your head hits the pillow.
-Knowing you made a difference, no matter how big or how small ,just as long as it is for the better.
-Smurfs.
-Developing a roll of film when you don't know what's on it.
-Cuddling with a small baby.
-Knowing you helped someone out during a hard time.
-The crunching sound that packed snow makes when you step on it.
-Waking up for class and then realizing it's Saturday.
-Getting a hug from a friend for no reason.
-Getting a standing ovation from a huge crowd.
-The unspoken look between friends that says it all.
-Sharing your true feelings with the people that care most about you.
-Making someone happy.
-Taking pictures.
-Playing in the rain at night with your friends, even though you're "too old".
-Falling asleep with the person you love in your arms.
-Sitting outside by yourself in the middle of the night looking up at the stars.
-Being able to truly trust your best friends.
-Sitting with friends talking about old times.
-Hugging the person you love.
-Holding on to the memories, instead of the pain.
-Realizing that you really are important in the lives of others and knowing that you have a friend that will be a friend for life.
-Realizing true friends will always stand beside you NO matter what.
-Going to dinner with someone and spending hours after the meal just talking -Having a child come up to you and thank you for everything you have done for them.
-Anticipating seeing old friends.
-Having people come up to you to say, "you look great, have you lost weight?"
-The smell of rain just before a storm.
-Keeping secrets.
-Driving with the windows down on a Spring day.
-Going to the Zoo.
-Flying home.
-Singing loudly along with a song in the car.
-Lazy Sundays after a fun weekend with friends -White Christmas lights that stay up all year.
-Sisters(& brothers) that become your best friends once you all go to college.
-Dancing to your favorite song when no one is looking.
-Candlelit dinners.
-The feeling you get after a really great workout.
-Sleeping in your own bed.
-Laughing really hard and being stupid with good friends and thinking that you don't need anyone else to have a good time.
-Laying in the sun with nothing to worry about!!!
-Holding the one you love under the stars.
-Waking up in the arms of someone you love.
-Knowing someone trusts you enough to tell you their deepest secrets, and never telling them to anyone.
-Friends who make you laugh when your world has just been turned upside down and it feels like you won't see the sun again for a while.
-Finishing a research paper after dreading writing it for months!
-Having everything in life going smoothly and you can't help but walk on air!
-Looking deep into another's eyes while they're looking deep into your's.
-When you finally get a compliment about something you've been working on for ages.
-Getting your drivers license and finally being free.
-Finding the one who makes you laugh, even though they're not trying.
-Getting a great compliment when you aren't trying to look good. (sweatshirt and jeans).
-Someone who is really interested in what you have to say.
-Sleeping late and staying in your pj's all day.
-Spending the night at your friend's house.
-Birthdays.
-Coming home from school knowing that you can lay on the couch and not worry about a thing.
-Realizing that there is hope when nothing else seems possible.
-Seeing that there is something to look forward to.
--- Author Unknown --- Sent in by M.B., Age 18 --- Missouri
-Stupid Teachers doing stupid things
-Stunt friends
-Help from a stranger
-Enjoying air-con on a hot day
-Listening to an old song that makes you remember old times
-Free rides from dad
-Presents
-Getting A`s even though you never study
-Exam questions that came out the same as what you have studied
-Punching a friend
-Cheering a friend up
-Seeing old friends going ok in their lifes
-Someone recieves salvation
-Trashing proud people in a game
-Fantastic chocos
-Thick Iced Milo
-Helping someone understand something
-Christmas
-Nice haircut
-Memories
-Buying something that you have longed for
-Thick warm blanket when its cold
-Gathering
-Having a chat from the inside out for hours and hours
-Tips before exam
-Loving someone and being loved
In everything,God be praised, 8:50 AM.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
alright! Time to make one more IC! haha just for fun , but i have challenged my bro, c who slim down faster, Codes are as follows :
if(josh.getweight < 85 before Yongern.get6pack = true)
{
Yongern.Gives Josh Ipod
Josh.gives yongern Sonywalkman
}
Else
{
Josh.give yongern Sonywalkman
}
so becos of this, i`m hoping that i can win him la. so i`m thinking should i make an IC or to make a dock for the ipod.
so i have the materials haven started yet~
Usually i will toss all my stuffs on to the teddy.
But for all the equipments are too much for this bear.
Ok Stuffs require to do this IC~
First i would like to intro this plugs. they are the 3.5mm Canare F12 plugs.
Heat Strips for mine i`m making white so i got a white and a clear one, Got them free from LHS at Sim Lim Sq
For this i`m using 2 types of wires.
First this is the Pure Silver Single Core from Koba, at chinatown.
2nd type is from Canare too, GS-6 Copper Wire
Size comparions.
Use a nice sharp kraft knife and slit the throat of that GS-6, all the way down. the Gs-6 is a very conservative wire, it always wears a lot of layers.
All the layers , taken out.
So far only this few pictures so do stay tune for more to come!
if(josh.getweight < 85 before Yongern.get6pack = true)
{
Yongern.Gives Josh Ipod
Josh.gives yongern Sonywalkman
}
Else
{
Josh.give yongern Sonywalkman
}
so becos of this, i`m hoping that i can win him la. so i`m thinking should i make an IC or to make a dock for the ipod.
so i have the materials haven started yet~
Usually i will toss all my stuffs on to the teddy.
But for all the equipments are too much for this bear.
Ok Stuffs require to do this IC~
First i would like to intro this plugs. they are the 3.5mm Canare F12 plugs.
Heat Strips for mine i`m making white so i got a white and a clear one, Got them free from LHS at Sim Lim Sq
For this i`m using 2 types of wires.
First this is the Pure Silver Single Core from Koba, at chinatown.
2nd type is from Canare too, GS-6 Copper Wire
Size comparions.
Use a nice sharp kraft knife and slit the throat of that GS-6, all the way down. the Gs-6 is a very conservative wire, it always wears a lot of layers.
All the layers , taken out.
So far only this few pictures so do stay tune for more to come!
In everything,God be praised, 6:56 AM.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
YO GUYS~ haha Wishing all of u a happy new year! 2009! God bless you all~ haha
So though of whats ur new year resultions? well~ i kinda wan to try something for a target. haha, slowly by slowly slim down if not army ko haha,
Man, kinda cant believe so fast we are more then 1/2 pass our poly life, after this sem everyone is going to start to go their own way and do their own things, after poly boys have to go army, nv know when will we meet again~
BUT GUYS REMEMBER TO INVITE ME TO YOUR WEDDINGS!
Forever remembering stupid things we do together, unforgetable friends, Unforgetable teachers that we met~
SUCKER! Yanter your name,
What are u going to do!? Ressession is coming!
ok lets go for a 5mins break
Go and ask your friend i`m suppose to grade you on your performance.
~ HAHAHAH!!!
remembering all this things brings smiles to my face.
Friends that last a lifetime thats wat makes my poly life so meaningful ,great to have friends like you guys, thanks for helping me though the days of my poly,
especailly to Zb for helping us in our works that we dont know , being one step ahead of us,(i know u dont like this)being our senior <=> Old MAN Hahaha!(ps i still owe u a treat)
To TIAH that is always there to encourage me to do things that i`m lazy to do,gamer , joker, stunt man, noob, but of all the best of the best friend that i can ask for.
Gz for being such a joker,mimicing ppl`s unglam pronucations ,doing nothing but stunts, thats what makes our poly life more unexpected that the usual.
Cy for being ther to accept all the nonsence that i`m giving to him, class rep, stunt man, Paintball leader, and of all friend.
CH for being so hyperactive but amounts up to nothing much intersting, talk craps together another stunt man, friend that goes a long way.
Ah Heng~ for producing one of the most stupid jokes that makes us laugh till now, I learn from u not to give up u know haha, long story yea.
Ning for being the first one in our project group to start things going while all slacking.
MQ for having the heart to help , learn a few things from u too. =D AND! lending me your Ipod and your laptop to dom, well we mistreated it when u were overseas!! hahaha!!!
HuiLing for being so hyper Active and being informative in alot of stuffs and being so caring.
YiTing for being SOTONG! LOL! But after all someone whom is so easy to speak to.
Yvonne for being so friendly and caring at the same time, fantastic to talk to because your simple and nice.
MM~ For being short and loud spoken small little girl that i would always remember =D
Siew Hua for being the quiet and blur type look but super pro,suo wei ren bu ke mao xiang.
Alot more to type but so little time, I`m really going to miss this class man , it has become part of my life . I hope that all of us can attend the chalet that we would be holding at the end of this year. Looking forward to our ubin trip and chalet gathering.
and TAPOK! + pillow fight to Come.
In everything
God be praised~
So though of whats ur new year resultions? well~ i kinda wan to try something for a target. haha, slowly by slowly slim down if not army ko haha,
Man, kinda cant believe so fast we are more then 1/2 pass our poly life, after this sem everyone is going to start to go their own way and do their own things, after poly boys have to go army, nv know when will we meet again~
BUT GUYS REMEMBER TO INVITE ME TO YOUR WEDDINGS!
Forever remembering stupid things we do together, unforgetable friends, Unforgetable teachers that we met~
SUCKER! Yanter your name,
What are u going to do!? Ressession is coming!
ok lets go for a 5mins break
Go and ask your friend i`m suppose to grade you on your performance.
~ HAHAHAH!!!
remembering all this things brings smiles to my face.
Friends that last a lifetime thats wat makes my poly life so meaningful ,great to have friends like you guys, thanks for helping me though the days of my poly,
especailly to Zb for helping us in our works that we dont know , being one step ahead of us,(i know u dont like this)being our senior <=> Old MAN Hahaha!(ps i still owe u a treat)
To TIAH that is always there to encourage me to do things that i`m lazy to do,gamer , joker, stunt man, noob, but of all the best of the best friend that i can ask for.
Gz for being such a joker,mimicing ppl`s unglam pronucations ,doing nothing but stunts, thats what makes our poly life more unexpected that the usual.
Cy for being ther to accept all the nonsence that i`m giving to him, class rep, stunt man, Paintball leader, and of all friend.
CH for being so hyperactive but amounts up to nothing much intersting, talk craps together another stunt man, friend that goes a long way.
Ah Heng~ for producing one of the most stupid jokes that makes us laugh till now, I learn from u not to give up u know haha, long story yea.
Ning for being the first one in our project group to start things going while all slacking.
MQ for having the heart to help , learn a few things from u too. =D AND! lending me your Ipod and your laptop to dom, well we mistreated it when u were overseas!! hahaha!!!
HuiLing for being so hyper Active and being informative in alot of stuffs and being so caring.
YiTing for being SOTONG! LOL! But after all someone whom is so easy to speak to.
Yvonne for being so friendly and caring at the same time, fantastic to talk to because your simple and nice.
MM~ For being short and loud spoken small little girl that i would always remember =D
Siew Hua for being the quiet and blur type look but super pro,suo wei ren bu ke mao xiang.
Alot more to type but so little time, I`m really going to miss this class man , it has become part of my life . I hope that all of us can attend the chalet that we would be holding at the end of this year. Looking forward to our ubin trip and chalet gathering.
and TAPOK! + pillow fight to Come.
In everything
God be praised~
In everything,God be praised, 9:46 AM.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Refreshing cool bath, air-con, ice milo, choco, comfy chair, amp² + audio techinica ATH-ES7 ... Ahhhh~
ok before i start posting so of the pictures of my enjoyment.
I wana show off my audio stuffs so far.
This is my DIY Sliver Neuric plugs
This is my favourite amp for now. the .22amp.will be on loan soon. booked by CH!and maybe after that wan ning , c who wan to take first la haha, anyways that will be after my matini burns in,
so here`s a picture of my martini~
amp²
o ya, and newly updated skins from nich, and foobar software intro-ed by jabenites haha
ice milo~
Cousion gave it to me~
haha!~ Army!? STILL GOT A LONG WAY!EAT!
after refreshing cool baths~ cooling air-conditions, and perfect compy chair~ fantatic merci choco, and ice milo, must never forget to go with fantastic audio!
haha just post for fun de la~ really enjoying it now, looking forward to DIYing another IC~
ok before i start posting so of the pictures of my enjoyment.
I wana show off my audio stuffs so far.
This is my DIY Sliver Neuric plugs
This is my favourite amp for now. the .22amp.will be on loan soon. booked by CH!and maybe after that wan ning , c who wan to take first la haha, anyways that will be after my matini burns in,
so here`s a picture of my martini~
amp²
o ya, and newly updated skins from nich, and foobar software intro-ed by jabenites haha
ice milo~
Cousion gave it to me~
haha!~ Army!? STILL GOT A LONG WAY!EAT!
after refreshing cool baths~ cooling air-conditions, and perfect compy chair~ fantatic merci choco, and ice milo, must never forget to go with fantastic audio!
haha just post for fun de la~ really enjoying it now, looking forward to DIYing another IC~
In everything,God be praised, 8:28 AM.
